I love Aki-chan more and more everyday...
aaaaahhh.... what should I do?
I'll explode if I love him even more than I am right now!!
Today is a mother's day..
Happy mother's day, my lovely Mom.. ˘ε˘
And so, there's nothing special about today..
I just stayed home, and had japanese course at 12 pm..
Japanese is really hard to begin with..
Really..
(ˇεˇ")
English is much more easy to learn..
But I want to be able to speak and write japanese..
Because SID is from Japan, so I want be eloquent in japanese..
I love SID very much..
I'll support SID forever ＼(^o^)／
Keep on moving and make wonderful songs, boys..
Every SID's fans are always support for you..
And waiting for your next wonderful albums..
But please, have a concert in Indonesia..
I eagerly want to see your concert..
Love ya ˘ε˘
This morning was such a disaster..
I've been trapped in a terrible traffic jam..
And when I printed out the CV that I had to apply today, the computer went error..
And so I only could print out 1 CV that meant, I only could apply to 1 tv station..
It was really upsetting..
It's not that this whole day is such a disaster..
But it successfully ruined my mood..
And so the weather is sucks..
This morning was sunny..
But then, it got rain in the afternoon..
But it was only a brief, then it back to sunny again..
Type of weather that make u get sick..
And well, I know my adoration to SID is like abnormal..
That I thought about them almost the whole time..
Listen only to their songs though I also save other songs from other bands and singers..
But it ended up to only their songs..
But they are my healing point..
With them, I feel relieve and light..
I could think nothing difficult or whatever problem I had that time..
And so, I want to be just like this..
Adoring them, even being a dork..
Listen to them, and feeling happy of it..
SID is everything..
Today is such a hard day..
I got a terrible headache and I felt cold since this morning..
But I had to go to campus to shoot a video as my video assignment..
Also, I still had classes to attend to..
The 1st shooting went along very well..
But my lecturer didn't come because of sick..
And then, me and my friends decided to continue the shoot..
But..
Before we got any take, the handycame died..
So we would continue on 3rd january for the outside scene..
Though I didn't feel well enough, I felt quite happy..
Last night I watched SID's videos concert and some interview of them..
So I imagined that all day and got laugh myself..
Awkward for my friends but I didn't care..
That was how I charged up my energy and back to the usual me..
As a presenter in my video, I had to perform cheerfully and attractive..
So I imagined how funny Yuuya and Mao was, and how shy Aki was and how charming Shinji was..
On December 11th, 2010 SID had a year end mega-concert held in Tokyo Dome..
I couldn't watch it because I'm in Indonesia and it was impossible to go there..
Envy for them who could watch SID concert..
I read some live reports about it..
They said that the concert was wonderful..
Their best concert ever!
Sang 20 songs and 3 times changed clothes..
When they did the anchor, they cried..
As 40thousand people came to watch them..
Such a big thing for them..
Keep up the good work boys and keep creates wonderful songs..
And as for me..
I would do my best to finish my college next year and get a good job.,
Also, hope I'd get a scholarship in some Japan university..
I've been watching SID's video..
Aki-chan looks reaaaaaally hot there!
Gosh..
I wanna kiss him.. ˘ε˘
Love u so much aki-chaaaaann..
totsuzen no ame no sei de nureta mama utsumuku kimi
tsutsumi komu BATH TOWEL ni boku wa nareru ka na
dare datte minna onaji sa un ga warukatta dake sa to
kiyasume no kotoba no hitotsu nante nan no yaku ni mo tajanai
sonna yoru
dakishimete ageru kono uta de naki tsukaretara nemureba ii
kizuguchi wa futari de umereba ii
yukkuri sa
boku datte tsuyokunai shi omou yori zutto hosoi
zenbu mite hoshii
kimi ni totte tokubetsu na basho de aritai negau yo
mayotte mogaitemo kotae wa hitotsu tada aru dake de ii
kimi no koe
dakishimete hoshii kono uta wo yorokobi no hibi ikiru imi wo
boku no koto wo suki na kimi ga suki sore dake
"sainou no hito" enjita kako no koto "doryoku no hito"
to mitomete kureta yo ne
ureshikute tsui afureta namida no ondo wa zutto wasurenai
dakishimete ageru kono uta de naki tsukaretara nemureba ii
kizuato mo itsuka wa waraeru sa kitto
ima dakishimete hoshii kono uta wo yorokobi no hibi ikiru imi wo
miidashita bokura wa mou nanimo kowakunai
kowakunai
wow...
finally i made this blog...
anyway, it would be like a diary for me...
I'll post about my life here...
anything happen around me...
I name this blog Izon No Niwa (Garden of Dependence)...
It's one of my favorite song from SID
a visual kei from Japan...
gosh, I do love them so much!
their song is like 'whhoooaa'
completely genius and inspiring...
Mao~nyan voice is sooo beautiful and the way he sings every songs really deep and touch my heart...
also the meaning of every lyrics are soooo deep...
love them sooooo very much!!
I'll post their pictures here:
