konbanwa~

ahh, got insipration from reading Aki-pyon's blog..
it's not that I would post some random pictures of myself or things..
I don't really like to do that..
ah well, just gonna talk some random things..

where should I start?








now I get real confused of what I'm going to talk about..



nothing special happening today..
don't have things to talk to..




later!

not feeling good today

today, I'm not feeling really good
since I woke up this morning, got a terrible headache..
had tried to drink a medicine and sleep..
but didn't effect much..
I even got nause when I woke up..
wonder what was wrong with me..
I didn't eat anything wrong yesterday..

uuuuhh...
gotta back to sleep now..

later!

hmm..

yeah..
I know..
I've been neglected my blog for few days..
while I promise to take care more of my blog..
but, what can I do?
I'm not such a blogging person..
I'll do it when I remember XD

and so...
last week had been a very busy week..
lots of assignments, and projects..
but this week is quite relaxing (I'm not so sure of saying relaxing)
I'll have my last exams starts from this Friday until 2 weeks onward..
wish me luck for it..

jya, shitarana <~ Aki's style

kinou~

well, I promise to myself to not neglect my blog here..
though I'm not a very blogging person, since I couldn't browse for it everytime..
but I'll try my best to do it..

and so, yesterday I went to Kota Tua with my friends to do the video shoot..
it will be our last project for video/audio editing lesson, and will be our test..
so, there's no written test for this lesson..
it was fun, just like any other video shoot we did before..
it was like an amazing race..
I was the presenter..
and two of my friends were the challenger..
Kota Tua would be our last challenge..
and it was fun to go there with friends..
I came there once with my family, and soon I felt the difference when I came with my friends..
more free and fun..
it's not like I didn't like to go to with my family..
but went oiut with friends were more fun and free..
okay, and so we rented sepeda ontel as the challenge..
they had to race with it..
the rpute wasn't long and hard..
just a few meters from the place I stood..
well, it was a cut to cut scene anyway..
so they didn't have to do a long road race..

the fun part when we made the credit title scene..
we posed anything we like, as crazy as we were..
and it was done..

later!

Dead Stock tracklist

TYPE A (CD + DVD)

ISBN: KSCL1750-1751

Price: 3800 yen

DVD: SID Torioroshi! Dokkiri Bangumi "CRY-MAX" SHOW Part 1

TYPE B (CD + DVD)

ISBN: KSCL1752-1753

Price: 3800 yen

DVD: SID Torioroshi! Dokkiri Bangumi "CRY-MAX" SHOW Part 2

TYPE C (CD)

ISBN: KSCL1754

Price: 3100 yen

TRACKLIST

1. NO LDK (( I'M FOREVER GOING TO MISREAD THIS AS "NO IDK" jk it actually stands for Living, Dining, Kitchen ))

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Shinji

2. シェルター (( Shelter ))

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Shinji

3. cosmetic

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Shinji

4. いいひと (( Ii Hito / A Good Person ))

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Aki

5. 乱舞のメロディ(ALBUM MIX) (( Ranbu no Melody (ALBUM MIX) / Melody of A Wild Dance (ALBUM MIX) ))

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Aki

6. レイン (( Rain ))

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Yuuya

7. dog run

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Shinji

8. one way

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Aki

9. 2月 (( Nigatsu / February ))

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Shinji

10. ワイフ (( Wife ))

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Aki

11. sleep

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Aki

12. Sympathy

Lyrics: Mao / Composer: Aki

surely will be a wonderful album

F**King Internship program!

it's really hard to find place for my internship program next month..
there's no call from the tv stations I applied..
and today, I came to internship fair in my college..
well, they said 'fair' but it's more like seminar..
it's only 4 companies came..
1 tv station that I already applied, but never got any call..
2 companies for public relations program..
and 1 newspaper company..
but this newspaper company was looking for PR program also..
it was useless to come and print out lots of CV while I use none of it..
guess I have to look for it myself..

and then...
I'd like to talk about my SID..
yes, rather than talking about that f**king internship program, I'd rather talking about my SID
I can't wait for 23rd of feb..
I wanna hear their new albums..
it must be wonderful!!
and I saw their Dead Stock tour..
I'm dying to see it..
wish I was in japan... :'(

Type A (CD+ DVD)

Type B (CD + DVD)

Type C (CD)

and on March, there will be their SIDNAD vol 6


the tokyo dome concert and saitama super live concert..
I wanna buy it..
but it's so damn expensive!
can't afford to buy it..
*cries*

well then, see ya!

Shinji's gossip

today is such a shocking day..
my twitter friend said that Shinji has a girlfriend..
hoping it's not true..
since he commits not to get married, I think he won't have any girlfriend either..
I don't like it if he has girlfriend..
and so with my friend..
like, we're getting shock together...

look how cute he is..
no wonder that every girls want to be his girlfriend..
but please, don't have any..
you better off alone..
or..
just being g*y with Aki..
that is totally fine XD

later!

SIDNAD vol 4

I've just seen the concert in SIDNAD vol 4
and I just have one word to say it..

AWESOME!!!!

not even awesome can really describe how wonderful and great the concert really was..
oh gosh...
I wish I was in every concert they held..

please come to Indonesia...
whatever the reasons, I would definitely come to your concert..
it's so lively..
not like any other band concerts I've ever seen (not that I've seen so many concerts)
but this concert was really got into my heart..
satisfaction though I only see it on dvd..
don't know what I'd feel if I was there..

wondering how the saitama super show and tokyo dome would be like..
must be more more more more wonderful and awesome!!
standing applause to my boys...

 love SID so very much!!!

Hitofudegaki no Bigaku

I feel like to update my blog twice right now..
because there's something interesting me..

I read Hitofudegaki no Bigaku since yesterday..
though it's not full book..
because I read it in someone's blog..
I can't find the book here, such a shame..
if there is any, I would definitely buy it!

The book is quite inspiring..
it was written by Mao, the vocalist of SID

yes, that's him..
the vocalist of SID who also wrote the Hitofudegaki no Bigaku..
he told most of his childhood experiences..
so it's interesting to know how was he when he was a child
it's always interesting to know the story of someone we like, right?

but I think it's quite interesting..
undirectly, he supported his fans from his book..
the way he wrote, the way he told the story..
somehow I even think that some of his story was quite like mine..
and I even cried for somehing that he wrote..
made me re-think of my life..
do I live my life in the right way?
do I waste my life for such useless thing?
for the time which cannot turn back..
I don't want to waste my time for being a loser..
not to think about useless thing, or being drag into a deep depression like I was few months ago..
I don't even want to think or talk about that anymore..

I'd like to look for the translation book..
since I haven't eloquent with japanese yet..

well, that's it for tonight..

SID's birthday

when was the last time I updated my blog?
don't know...
well, actually I'm not a person who always updating my blog...
since it's pretty hard to browse this blog from mobile phone...
I can't always use my computer all the time..

and so, yesterday (14/1) was the 8th birthday of SID

keep up the good works, and produce more beautiful yet inspiring songs guys...
I'll keep support you from the bottom of my heart...
can't wait for their new album called "Dead Stock"
it will be released on 23rd of feb...
must be a wonderful album this time too..

etoo~
for this couple of days lately, somehow I felt quite lonely...
I don't know why for sure..
but i guess there's time when you feel like everything is just not right, right?
like, what you did was wrong..
like you've been misplaced..
though I smiled on the outside, but my heart tightened and it felt like I could burst into tears anytime soon..
nobody I could talk to..
not even my bestfriends..
it's not that I don't trust them..
it's just simply I don't know the reasons for feeling this way..
well, it's not about someone that I hardly forget, right?
though I've changed into someone stronger than before, forgetting someone who had you completely was the hardest thing to do...
thinking of what you've done with him...
somehow it's upsetting and regretting..
though it's too late to regret everything that had happened..

this time around, I feel like flat...
nothing I could feel..
I feel like the feelings I used to have, sad, happy, worry, and else are gone...
it's true that if you loved someone to much, you'd turn to be like a lost cat in a deserted island..
nowhere to go, know nothing...
and right now, I'm the lost cat..
trying hard to find the right directions to go home...

all I could do this time is just crying silently at night until I sleep..
I feel relieve only after that...
in the morning, that tightening feeling comes back..
and I have to deal with it all day...
talked to my friends and had a joke somehow made me forget those feeling..
that's why lately I hate to be left alone..
I need something to avert my thought from that feeling..
though I know, I need to find the answer for this uncomfortable feeling..
but I hate how it feels...
so I just tried to forget it..

well, it's just a brief of my feeling written here..
I'll write anytime soon..
though this is only my private journal...
since I don't have any followers XD
so I think I could be free to express any feelings I had here..

See ya!~> to myself XD

Danro lyrics

SID - Danro
Music : Shinji
Lyrics : Mao

黒(くろ)い 歪(いびつ)な 今日(きょう)を終(お)わらす 浮(う)かぶ 浮(う)かぶ

Kuroi ibitsu na kyou wo owarasu ukabu ukabu
Let the oppressed and dismal “today” end and soak the body

バスルームで 朝露(あさつゆ)の音(おと) 襟足(えりあし)へ伝(つた)う サラウンド

Basurumu de asatsuyu no oto eriashi e tsutau saraundo
in a bath. A precarious sound kept floating to the nape of the neck. AROUND.

孤独(こどく)を求(もと)めては たぶん 孤独(こどく)を嘆(なげ)いた たぶん

Kodoku wo motomete wa tabun kodoku wo nageita tabun
Seeking solitude is merely a show, a sigh of loneliness.

段々(だんだん)と 届(とど)かない もう ヘルプミー

Dandan to todokanai mou herupu mi-
It is gradually getting impossible to be conveyed. HELP ME.

逃(に)げ場(ば)をなくした もろい彼は 暖色(だんしょく)の部屋(へや)へ

Nigeba wo nakushita moroi kare wa danshoku no heya e
The estuary used for seeking escape is gone and the fragile him heads towards the room that is emitting a warm colour

名(な)ばかりの手 振(ふ)り払(はら)えたら どんなに楽(らく)だろう

Nabakari no te furi haraetara donna niraku darou
How liberating it will be to throw away those useless things

弱(よわ)い 質素(しっそ)な つまり 純真無垢(じゅんしんむく)な彼に

Yowai shisso na tsumari juunshinmuku na kare ni
Emaciated, guileless to the point of pure innocence

四半世紀(しはんせいき)を 迎えた頃は 寄生(きせい)した業虫(ぎょうちゅう) アラウンド

Shihanseiki wo mukaeta koro wa kisei shita gyouchuu araundo
He welcomed the age of 25 with parasites all AROUND

呼(よ)び鈴(すず)に 過敏反応(かびんはんのう) あら 空気(くうき)を読(よ)んだのかしら

Yobiri ni kabinhannou ara kuuki wo yondanokashira
The over-reaction to the sound of the door bell, did you ever consider the appropriateness of the time and place?

段々(だんだん)と 届(とど)かない もう コールミー

Dandan to todokanai mou koru mi-
It is gradually getting impossible to be conveyed. I had enough. HELP ME

よくある話(は なし)と 諦(あきら)めたら 装飾(そうしょく)の庭(にわ)へ

Yoku aru hanashi to akirametara soushoku no niwa e
Giving up on the routine stuff, I head towards the brightly decorated courtyard

目(め)を細(ほそ)めて 誰(だれ)かを見抜(みぬ)く それも疲(つか)れた

Me wo hosomete dareka wo miruku soremo tsukareta
Squinting, trying to look at others from another perspective. Yet even such an action is draining.

逃(に)げ場 (ば)をなくした もろい僕(ぼく)は 暖色(だんしょく)の部屋(へや)へ

Nigeba wo nakushita moroi boku wa danshoku no heya e
The estuary used for seeking escape is gone and the fragile him heads towards the room that is emitting a warm colour

名(な)ばかりの手 振(ふ)り払(はら)えたら どんなに楽(らく)だろう

Nabakari no te furi haraetara donna niraku darou
How liberating it will be to throw away those useless things.

夢(ゆ め)を見(み)た そこには君(きみ)も 大(おお)きな暖炉(だんろ)も

Yume wo mita soko ni wa kimi mo ookina danro mo
I dreamt of it. You were there being embraced by the warm fireplace.

囲(かこ)んでた みんな笑(わら)ってた 僕(ぼく)は 遠(とお)くから泣(な)いてた

Kakondeta minna waratteta boku wa tookukaranaiteta
Everyone is smiling; except for the me standing at a distance while my tears fall.

ooooohisashiburiiiiiii

aaaaahhh..... it's been awhile since I updated my blog here...
It's not that I neglect my blog, but it's been difficult to update from mobile phone...
I rarely use the internet from computer because the server is sucks!!
sooooooooo
I use my phone to browse the internet...

anyway, I heard from my japanese friends that SID will have concerts in yoyogi, sendai and niigata prefecture..
though it seems to be a small live concerts, but to find the tickets are sooo hard..
it is sold out in the blink of an eye...
awesome!!

I wonder how the concerts would be like..
what songs they would bring in to...
and how their style..

uuuhh....
I wish I could see the concerts myself...
will be waiting for the report...

anyway, I've been crazied by Aki even more recently..
that I happened to name my belongings with his name..
my phone is akichuu, my ipod is akichii, my laptop is akichiku, my pillows are aki-chan and akishiko...
to remember me about him always!!

I'll post his pictures below:

uhuuuuyy....
dying to see my baby Aki-chan...
he's so damn beautiful and handsome!!
aaaaahhh...
love this guy soooo very much!!

shitarana!