Hitofudegaki no Bigaku

I feel like to update my blog twice right now..
because there's something interesting me..

I read Hitofudegaki no Bigaku since yesterday..
though it's not full book..
because I read it in someone's blog..
I can't find the book here, such a shame..
if there is any, I would definitely buy it!

The book is quite inspiring..
it was written by Mao, the vocalist of SID

yes, that's him..
the vocalist of SID who also wrote the Hitofudegaki no Bigaku..
he told most of his childhood experiences..
so it's interesting to know how was he when he was a child
it's always interesting to know the story of someone we like, right?

but I think it's quite interesting..
undirectly, he supported his fans from his book..
the way he wrote, the way he told the story..
somehow I even think that some of his story was quite like mine..
and I even cried for somehing that he wrote..
made me re-think of my life..
do I live my life in the right way?
do I waste my life for such useless thing?
for the time which cannot turn back..
I don't want to waste my time for being a loser..
not to think about useless thing, or being drag into a deep depression like I was few months ago..
I don't even want to think or talk about that anymore..

I'd like to look for the translation book..
since I haven't eloquent with japanese yet..

well, that's it for tonight..